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Hello [26 Sep 2008|10:53am] Hey guys, it's been a while since I've written anything.  I've pretty much altogether stopped using live journal... but I'm just checking in to say I'm alive.  I'M ALIVE!!!  k.. I think that'll do it.  If you are still friends with me and want to hang out... give me a call. <3 Chris PS - The cake is a lie... [2]devils - cry

I am alive [26 Jun 2008|04:08pm] and I just bought another guitar >< <3 it haha [2]devils - cry

update [13 Sep 2007|09:59pm] not much new, still single and hating it.  working.... and stuff.  On the bright side i'm building a robot!!! :p - cry

HELLOGOODBYE LYRICS [23 Jul 2007|10:35am] Here's one for you! "I Saw It On Your Keyboard" There exists a melody That just might change your mind Oh, if only I knew the key To sing to make you mine And then I saw it on your keyboard And you saw it on my sleeve I never knew a heart existed Outside of make believe Until I read it on your keyboard I knew at least I might just have a chance To catch a shooting star There exists a star above That always steals my stare And there exists a star on stage That never seems to care And then I saw it on your keyboard And you saw it in my eyes I didn't mean to scare you You just seem really nice And when I read it on your keyboard I knew at least I might just have a chance To catch a shooting star [2]devils - cry

[30 Jun 2007|03:45am] hmmm... things get awkward, not really awkward.. but how do I say this... why do I always seem to want what I can't have... and when I seem to have what I want... it doesn't stay.  Oh well such is life.  We move on and eventually we get what we want.  Good things come to those who wait, or so they say.  :D  Here's to better times :p - cry

[28 Jun 2007|12:36pm] 51% Mingle2 - Free Online Dating - cry

[27 Jun 2007|11:49am] Things aren't so bad... little slow and boring... but not bad.  I want that excitement back though - cry

[23 Jun 2007|03:46am] Unfortunately for me it's back to the slums... little heartache again.  The girl I was happy with and really liked just told me that she doesn't want to be in a relationship right now.  When she got back from europe that she didn't feel like she did when she left.  It's kinda depressing because the person who helped me out of my depression kinda made me depressed again.  I'd like to say it's ok and at least I didn't invest much into it, but I kinda did and maybe that's where I made my mistake.  I mean i'm not devastated and I sorta felt this coming.  It's just dissapointing and frustrating because I was very happy with her.  It's not her fault she feels this way though.  I guess you just have to live with what life throws at you.  Life goes on and stuff.... it's just nice to know that you have someone there and now I don't again.  Kori... here's too you, thanks at least for all the good times we had, as short as it was.  At least we're still friends, but I don't know if it'll be the same, it probably won't so I hope... that maybe sometime we have another chance because I feel that what was there was great and amazing.  Well, anyways...   Night ;_; [4]devils - cry

[15 Jun 2007|05:43pm] If you wanna see some action, You have got to be the center of attraction! - cry

[13 Jun 2007|12:59pm] Alright so, now she's back... funny maybe not so funny but different.  She said she was thinking while she was gone and she was saying she though we were moving a bit too fast for her right now.  But it's not like she didn't want it because she does, but she just wants to take it slow.  So things are going back a few notches and that's ok, I'm perfectly ok with that it's just I think i'm letting things get to me.  She's got college stuffs and she going to do semester in japan and stuff.  And i'm all happy and stuff for her, but doesn't much sound like she's got much room for a relationship.  Which I totally respect, i'm just hoping that i'm not going to become too attached and when it comes down to it she will choose whatever comes up over me.  She doesn't want anymore long distance relationships and from here to japan I would consider long distance.  Although it's only for a semester I can see where she's coming from.  But like I said it's probably just all in my head and I'm getting too ahead of myself anyways... who knows if we'd even be together that long.. we still got the whole summer ahead of us.  1 step at a time buddy... LoL  All I can say right now is I really like this girl and I hope for the best <3  In other news we got tuxes picked out for Leif's wedding they are gonna be hot :D  So now I need to start thinking of a toast.  It's my duty... oh yeah and a bachelor party... I guess that's my job too!  MMmm naked womens boooyah!  Sorry Elisabeth.... it's gotta be done :p [3]devils - cry

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